Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Frozen Love


Frozen Love

I always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.

We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.

In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.

You! This man I began to like.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything i'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.

Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.

My heart bleeds.
The snow becomes red.
How life has mocked you.
Were you ever here? memories gone, dead.

Your like salt on an open wound.
Reminding me you once were here.
Warm like the blood in my veins.
The love I had for you friend , so dear.

In my distorted, broken dreams.
So empty, yet real.
I'm floating through air.
I touch your face, hoping to feel.

This frozen silence belongs to you.
I'm all that you see.
I only want revenge.
Giving back what you gave to me.

When I think of what could have been.
What a waste! Such a shame!

Stone by stone, I'll re-build my life.
I'm stronger when hardest hit.
I know only to well.
This is the time I must never quit.

?


Why...?

Why do I like you
With all my heart?
Why did I fall for you
From the start?

Why do you cause me
So much pain?
Why do you stick to my heart
Like a stain?

Why couldn't I see
You weren't gonna stay?
Why did I believe
You were gonna take the pain away?

Why did you play my heart
Like a game?
Why couldn't you ever
Feel the same?

Why do I sit
In my room all alone?
Why do I pray that
You should not make me cry  ?

Why did you end it
Right after our depart ?
Why didn't it bother you
When you made my eyes tear?

Why cant I stop thinking of you,
Why can't I say goodbye
Why do you come back in my life
As soon as I'm letting go?

Why can't I forget about you
And put you in the past?
Why does a part of me still believe
That me and you were made to be friends forever?

Lost


Lost

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end

Don’t turn tables
Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me
What it is you want

I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in

Tears of Pain!


Tears of Pain!


You were just to blind to see  ,  how much I really cared
You didn't even pay attention  , to when I was really there!

I tried so hard  , to think of things to say
I never wanted to upset you in any kind of way.

I am so sorry if you thought I was never there
I am so sorry that you thought I never cared
I never wanted you to feel that way
I never even knew of what to do or say.

You were my best  best friend
and I had listened to every word you said
but you just wouldn't ever open up to me
always hiding your true feelings.

I never even ignored you
I wanted to always be at your side
I didn't want you hurting yourself
with all the pain you tried to cover up and hide.

So much pressure  , of worrying of what you might do
I cried every night  , asking God to make you strong
because I couldn't bare the thought  , of you also being gone.

So if you think I am selfish
because I tried to ease your pain
I am sorry you looked at it that way
hopefully the truth is what someday you will gain.

I am glad SomeOne is now your best friend
so you don't need to rub it all in my face
because the only thing I ever wanted for you
is for you to be always happy in everything you do.

So when I see you smiling
from all the way down the hall
I will think of how much I miss to hear you talk to me
without any kind of insecurity.

I will remember back on those days
when we used to laugh over nothing
such as the time I spelt that pop on the floor
boy was that really something.

I will remember the times
when we always acted so dumb
I loved those moments
because they were always fun.

Everyday on my way to college
I always thought about seeing you
because you were the highlight of my day
and because you helped me through in every way.

I am sorry you didn't feel the same way
and now here you are saying GOODBYE
well sense you decided it is now our end
I to, will wave my hand painfully back and forth, waving to you back, goodbye!

You hurted me


You hurted me


You broke my heart
It was really hard
You left me here
Left me there
I was Wandering in my own way
Everyone never say "I am here for you"
You came to me ,  saying TRUST ME
you do make it again
And increased my pain
By doing the SAME.....

You're The Reason Why


You're The Reason Why


The things you say don't always hurt me
But things you do don't always make me cry
The things you do they don't always hurt me
But when they hurt me you're the reason why
The things you do are without reason
The things for me to do is let it lie
But when I lie the pain ain't easin'
You know the reason you're the reason why.
Sometime's I'm up sometime's I'm down
Sometime's I don't know where I'm going anyway
Sometimes I feel just like a clown
And I don't know where I'm going
And I just don't know the way ....
I think i will be in peace
If I take " a Long NAP inside the groun(d)"

Hurt Me



Hurt Me


Hurt me
Why in the world did you hurt me?
Just when I thought I'd found someone to trust,
you took away your love and...

Hurt me
I still can't believe you hurt me
Just when I thought it was safe to come in
You let me want you, and need you, and then
You left me, like a child in the rain
Now I'm mending myself of the pain
Oh, you hurt me

Yes, you left me
Like a child in the rain
Now I'm lost in an ocean of pain
Oh, you hurt me
I fell in love and it hurt me
Can't you imagine how I'm feeling now?
Oh, will you ever know how?
You hurt me.

I am leaving


I am leaving



Peer into my mind.
Take control of my essence.
Crush my eyes and make me blind.
Burn my body with your presence.

Times have changed.
New puzzles have been found.
I find my life still so strange.
Disappoint me! You are never around.

I fall to my knee.
I call out your name.
Hold me! Love me.
But this still is only your game.

I am going to leave you now.
No reason left to stay.
Tears cover my brow.
I have tried and I have prayed.

Break me!
Take away my sight.
I do not want to see.
I am tired of the never ending fight.

I must end this.
I can no longer take it.
You, I will not miss.
I cannot take your fits.

You are my pain.
You are my blight.
You make me insane.
You are why we fight.

I leave.
I am going.
This is my reprieve.
My point, I am tired of showing.

Good Bye.
I am gone.
I will cry.
Please my love be strong…

You can't hurt me anymore




You can't hurt me anymore


Your words  , They used to cut so deep
Leaving painful gashes  , On my heart
Now they barely leave a mark
Within days, all trace of them is lost.
You can't hurt me anymore.


Maybe there are some scars
Scars of the past  , Scars of the things you did
That will haunt me forever.
Maybe the harsh words have been said
And the damage has been done.
I'll live with those scars.
You can't hurt me anymore.

I'll look at them  , Those gashes formed by the words you said
And remember
How you used to control me
The things I did
The clothes I wore
The words I spoke
You can't hurt me anymore.

It's not easy to walk away  , Each step I took
Away from you  , Brought the teasing and pain
But I kept on walking
You can't hurt me anymore.

Finally, I've taken off the mask
Of a perfect  ,happy girl.
I'm through with bottling it all inside.
It's time for me to just be myself..

I'm trying to stay above the water



I’m trying to stay above the water,
Even though the stabbing cold of the waves cut me
Even though the force tries to drag me down
Even though letting go now would be so easy
I’m trying to stay above the water

It’s freezing my body, hurting so much
But I know I’ll get used to it after it numbs me.
It’ll still be there cold as ever but I won’t feel it so much.
This part is hardest, getting used to the change
So I try and stay above the water

Kicking hard and breathing calmly, fooling the water
Making it think I’m okay, I can cope with this
Until the boat comes back for me
It would never really leave me for long
I’m so glad I stayed above the water

Saturday, May 24, 2008











I MISS U DEAR

miss you , it hurts to think of everything we went through
I wish you could see my heart
I hate that we're apart
I cry for your touch
Dear, I miss you so much
I remember the nights we'd lay there and look at the sky
I miss you and I wish i could rewind time
and make you mine
But theres no way of getting you back
And now your just one thing in life that i lack
I dont know why things are like this
But i just wanted to tell you that its you that i really miss




I want to be with you SH








I want to be with you,but your millions of miles away.
i wish you would call just to ask about my day,it would make things so much better
If i could hear you voice,i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes.
i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies.
its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side.
my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide.
i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face,
they keep going until the hit my pillow case and say that "Dear I Miss You a Lot "... .

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

You and your miracle


You and your miracle



When you looked at my eyes
You make my heart stop beating

When you come nearer to me
You make me feel so comfortable by your side

When you walked away from my life
I feel something lost from my life

You make me mad
You make me forget how to breathe
You make me can't stop praise you

You give me inspiration
An inspiration to gain my dreams
You give me power and
You give mer spirit

And more than I thought before,
I love you so much

What happen to me?
Something wrong with my life

And now I know..
That's all because of you and your miracle..

Take A Chance




Take A Chance




I'm not the one you long for, that you worship and adore
I'm not the one your heart is crying for
I'm not that pretty sweet young lass that colors all your dreams
I'm not your cute angelic girl next door
I'm not your inspiration, or the object of your poems
I'm not the long-time memory you keep
I'm not the one to hold you so your heart would never roam
I'm not the one you dream of in your sleep

...............................BUT.....................................


I could make you love me if you give me half a chance
I could be an inspiration true
I could write you sonnets that would make your spirit dance
I could give you feelings bright and new
I could make you wonder what you're missing in your life
I could make your wildest dreams come true
I could make you love me if you give me half a chance -
I could be the other half of you.

Inspiration Light


Inspiration Light

Each morning is a blessing
A sunrise that we’ve earned
Another day to live again
Another lesson learned
A time to share a precious smile
A time to touch someone
To accept all that is given
While we reach out to the sun
There’s a world of wonder around us
Embrace its heavenly light
Deep within we find inspiration
A chance to make things right
A breath within a heart beat
A tear within a smile
A step in the right direction
To walk that perfect mile
All the energy within us
And the power that surrounds
The strength of the human spirit
To turn your life around
It is the presence of the moment
And the absence of the past
To take the next step forward
To the good times that will last
To ride the wave that carries us
Through the changing tides of our day
To help us float when we begin to sink
Or whenever we start to stray
May we find the strength
That lives inside to give us inner sight
Basking in the warmth within ourselves
Our inspiration light

Inspiration



When you reach for the stars, you may not quite get them, but you won't come up with a handful of mud either.


Inspiration Can be found
In the smallest of things

A kind gesture
A beautiful sunset
A wonderful piece of lit

A child's laugh
A favorite song
A summer breeze

A person you admire
A friend you love
A man you respect

A dream you have
A dream worth dreaming
A dream come true

If we hold onto it
If we appreciate it
If we embrace it

Inspiration is everywhere

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Friendship



Friendship

Friendship is sharing a laugh or two;
Friendship is leaning on each other when
we come to a bend in life's road;
Friendship is taking the time to encourage
each other along this journey;
Friendship is finding a way to cope with
new pains as they come our way;
Friendship is sharing love along life's journey

Won't you be my friend today?



Won't you be my friend today?

The vase can be broken, and thrown away.
The flowers will soon wither and then decay.
Friendship can't be bought, borrowed or stolen.
Friendship that is Friendship, is worth its weight in gold.
Friendship is only friendship, when it's given away.
Won't you be my friend today?

Life...


Life...

Life is full of challenges
Which people do face
Life comes and goes
Just as the season changes
Life is all about time which
Which wait for no one
Life is so beautiful
Which is not appreciated by all
Life is a market place
Where people sell and buy
Life is a journey
Where people travel pass
Life is up and down
Where people struggle
Life is all about you
Life life life life
Ever existing

My Idea of beauty




Beauty is the sensation of your heart skipping a beat,
when eyes full of mischief glance at you...
Beauty is the smile which appears on your lips, when you think of the way he smiles at you...
Beauty is in the heart which touches another
Beauty is tender hands holding each other
Beauty is strong arms holding you warm
Beauty is in water, beauty is in weather,
beauty is in air, beauty is in life
Beauty is in love, beauty is in wind...
Beauty surrounds you days and nights
yet no one knows beauty's heights...

Friendship Is Give And Take…


Friendship Is Give And Take…

Friendship is give and take,
Friendship is understanding and forgiving
when a friend makes a mistake,
Friendship is about being there when a
friend’s heart aches…

Friendship is not about making demands,
Friendship is not even trying to
understand and dismissing the other out of hand,
Friendship is not about me, it’s about we…

Friendship is not saying never speak to me
again, it’s lets get through this my friend,
What ever the problem we have, we can beat
it my friend, just hold my hand and lets
face it together until the end…

That’s a friend….

True Friendship



Friendship is like a flower.
Friendship is like a good people who will never hurt you.
Friendship is like a rose it just gets prettier.

Friendship is like a very good book.
Friendship is like a very good CD.
Friendship is like a rose it just gets prettier.

Friendship is like everlasting.
Friendship is like a bed of flowers it just gets prettier.
Friendship is like a rose it just gets prettier.

Friendship is like cute kittens.
Friendship is like your very delicious favorite cake you like.
Friendship is like a rose it just gets prettier.

Our Frienship


DeDiCaTeD tO mY bEst FrIeNd - LN

Like a rose blooming
With so much beauty,
Like a dew
Glittering in the sun,
Our friendship
Shall stay beautiful and eternal always
Making everyone passing by
Jealous of us.

Like the sun
That has never given up our hopes,
Like the river
That has never stopped flowing,
Our friendship shall stay promising and never die out..........

Like the mighty ocean
That cannot be measured,
Like the vast universe
That has not got an end,
Our friendship
Shall spread awide
With no end whatsoever.

My dear friend I thank you
For all that you've done for me.
Our friendship shall stay immortal
With a cheerful side always
Our friendship shall stay forever
Even if the sky comes down
Our friendship is something
That can never be more pure
Something that aims at happiness
So my dear friend
As we say
Our friendship is a ship that shall
Never sink.........................................

Monday, May 19, 2008

Thoughts of You



Like a blossoming flower is drawn to the sun

Like a honey bee is drawn to sweet nectar

Like a fly is inevitively drawn to the gossamer strands of a spiders web

I am drawn to you

As the tide is ruled by the pull of the moon

As the seasons are ruled by the heat of the sun

As a storm is ruled by the forces of nature

My dreams are ruled by thoughts of you

Like being tickled by a feather

Like being kissed by a cool breeze

Like being shocked by an electrical current

Tingles travel through my body touched by you

Heartbeat friend



Friendship is sustaining through water, wind and shore.
Friendship can not be hoarded by being showed, it grows Born in your eyes I want to be your tears Running down your cheeks And ending on your lips.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Only You!!!



Its only you
whom i know
And there's no one else,no better whom i would ever like to know
For my love is only meant for you
And my heart says that its true...

Even if someday the world wanders apart,
I trust you would never break my heart
I believe we're always meant to be,
Together just you and me,
For my love is only meant for you
And my heart says that its true...

Someday friends may walk far away...
but i wont mind if you're beside me.
coz i can find a friend in you
A lover, a teacher and even my god too
No matter wht comes in between,
Promise, you wont ever cross your path with me,
For my love is only meant for you
And my heart says that its true...

Ask Me If I Care



I see you and my heart skips a beat,
I hear your voice and I feel free,
The look in your eyes are penetrating,
My soul is what you see,

My heart yearns for your devotion,
As my love for you has grown,
You left, I vowed never to care,
But you came back and it was all there,

All the playful serenity I had felt,
You managed to break down the walls once more,
And make my heart melt.
Now confusion crowds my mind,

As I long to leave you behind,
Wishing you would go,
But knowing I'd miss you,
How could my heart be free,
Knowing how much you mean to me,
So ask me if I care,
My feelings I need to share.

It's so hard to talk to you,
Knowing you don't feel the same,
To you it was all a game,
I was looking for someone to love,

Someone who would love me in return,
I would ask you if you care,
But knowing you don't I just can't bare,
I want to scream and fight,
It would take the pain away a bit
But now I just want to cry.

Ask me if I care,
Tell me your truth,
I used to be so good at hiding,
But now I'm not so good at lying,

Tell me if you care,
If not then I wish you would just leave,
After all, it is a big web we weave,
With all the intricate detail,
We seem to just let go,
Talking seems hard now,
God I wish you would just go!

Incomplete



Incomplete




Everytime i look at you,
Your eyes shining bright and blue,
I really want to kiss you,
not knowing what you'd do.

Only a few miles apart,
but too many for my heart,
I know one day you will finally see,
Just how much you mean to me.

I just want to get your attention,
to see you i'd even get a detention,
i just really want you to know,
just how far im willing to go.

I want you with me through thick and thin,
Because without you i cannot win,
I'd give up my chair if you needed a seat,
because without you im Incomplete.

A friend


When I was looking for you,
You found me first.

When I was upset,
You cheered me up.

When I was laughing,
You were there to share it with me.

Whatever you did,
You made me feel like
the HAPPIEST soul ever!

Then, my heart melted,
melted into your hands.
I belong to you now!

I will always treasure,
the word you created for me,
the short and simple word 'up'
that you had always used
to make me smile,
when I was frowning

You are my only friend
and ur friendship is always treasured in my heart

I Want To Be The Girl

I Want To Be




I want to be the girl
Who stays up all night
So I can reassure you
Things will be alright

I want to be the girl
Who opens your doors
And brighten up
All your chores

I want to be the girl
Who waits for hours
For ten minutes together
So the time is ours

I want to be the girl
Who chases you in the rain
And kiss you over and over
And over again

I want to be the girl
Who can hold your hand
And tell you that
Your worth is grand

I want to be the girl
who you can lie in my arms
Making me spoiled
In all of your charms

I want to be the girl
Who you can use to rest
And listen to my heartbeat
Through my chest

I want to be the girl
Who sheds your tears
And keep you safe
From all your fears

I want to be the girl
To give you my life
I’ll live it for you
As an ideal wife

I want to be the girl
Who showers you with presents
Even on a normal day
Not only special events

I want to be the girl
Who lies under the sky
With you here
Watching clouds go by

I want to be the girl
To give you my heart
So you can keep it safe
And never depart

I want to be the girl
Who stands by your side
For better and for worse
I’ll be your guide

I want to be the girl
Who loves you
So you know
It’s always true

I want to be the girl
Who you can kiss
Whenever you want
To make the moment bliss

I want to be the girl
To stare into your eyes
Forever and ever
With no real goodbyes

I want to be the girl
Whose heart is yours
And remind you how
It always adores

I want to be the girl
Who tells you you’re handsome
That your beautiful face
Can light up a city

I want to be the girl
To give you my shoulder
And warm you up
When the weather gets colder

I want to be the girl
Who can see you smile
To make you happy
For the longest while

I want to be the girl
Who can bail you out
When things get bad
Or when you shout

I want to be the girl
Who you can call
When you need help
I’d do it all

I want to be that girl
The luckiest in the world
For under the sky
I’m the one that’s yours
My name you were calling
My heart you stole
In love I am falling
My life now whole
I want to kiss you
In the rain
I want to kiss you
To stop your pain
I want to hold you
Close and tight
I want to hold you
Throughout the night
I want to be the girl
Who loves you
And I want to be the girl
You love too

Beautiful You

Beautiful You




When I look at you
I recall summers from long ago
Walking through meadows
Reminds me of your golden hair
Clear waters of a running stream
stream twinkling in the sun
Just like your eyes in the moonlight
Birds singing in the cool mornings
Sounds like your sweet voice
Whispering to me words of love
The smell of flowers
Fresh breeze cooling my skin In the hot afternoon sun
Like feeling your warm breath on my neck
lovers walking arm in arm
Wondering what the future will bring
All these things remind me of you
Beautiful things of long ago
Remind me of beautiful you

Making the moon shine

Making the moon shine




Guiding my night
with the moon Light.
Hearing the Voices.
That call for Love.

The breeze is Breath
In Me.. The Strength
I see is The strength.
You Give to me.

Take my hand Pull Me in
For my lips Meet yours
And We head for a Journey
Making the moon shine

For Time Was by our side.
And Love was in the land.
My hand in your.
For my heart was set before me
When the Essence is You
And the Life Takes me to the land of
you..And From there Make my home
The castle of Majestic love
Through the eternal light of the moon

Hiding of feelings

Hiding of feelings



At times you were so sweet to me,
But it was when no one could see.
You said you cared and you'll be there.
But the next day those feeling were nowhere.

Why is the frienship that draw one inside
To the truth you are trying to hide?
I will not deny these feelings for you.
I just wish you shared them too.

I wonder now if it wasn't so precious...
We were such a good friend or so I though
Until the day when it all went wrong
It makes no sense, but now our frienship is gone...

What this means,I still don't know.
And I wish you would let your feelings go.
Do this for me so I can understand; Understand the feelinds you are hiding
And what it is you are so afraid of...

I have asked you once and you turned away
I got no answer but at most I can say,
You're gone and I don't know why,
This feeling inside makes me cry...

I see you around but it's not the same
It's differentnow, just like game.
I wonder if it's fun for you,
Or are you feeling this way too?

Would You?

Would You?




would you walk with me in the sunset holding hands?
would you lie at the beach with me and roast in the summer sun?
would you stand with me in a warm summer rain and kiss?
would you live forever in my heart?

would you walk with me in the winter and share our frosty breath?
would you splash with me in the ocean waves?
would you stand with me in the morning sunrise?
would you live forever in my heart?

Bed Of Roses 4 U dr

Bed Of Roses 4 U dr




Come with me and take my hand
I will take you to a mystical land
Upon my bed of a thousand roses
Into which our love willingly imposes

The smell of our rose permeates the air
Passionate touches with tender care
One hundred candles luminous glow
Replicating the moon from below

Dancing shadows along the hall
Sensual art forms on the wall
Minds lost in the essence of time
Slowly moving in passionate rhyme

Cries of love and soulful desire
Kindling inside the immense fire
Temperatures soaring around the room
The spirit of lovet surrounding loom

I'M URS



Firstly I give my mind,
For it constantly dwells on you.
I searched and I did find,
One whose differences were few.

You share my desire,
My wants, my passions, and my needs.
You've kindled a great fire;
Aroused the beast within the reeds.

Second I give my heart,
From my chest it was gently clawed.
You tore it all apart,
And reforged it, new and unflawed.

Hold me within your arms,
Let us form a timeless cocoon.
Abandon silly charms,
Trying to make each other swoon.

Last I give you my soul:
My life, my eternal being.
Forever it will toll,
Sounding its love; always singing.

What was mine is now yours,
I can shelter myself no more.
Can't hide behind closed doors.
No more battle and no more war.

You are my mind. You are my heart.
You are my flesh. You are my soul.