BYE!!!!(KAMAL)

Emotions ran through my head
I found myself wishing I was dead
All because you were moving away
I knew I would never see you another day

You got in your car and waved goodbye
and then I was left all alone to cry
I felt helpless, and all alone
I could only talk to you on the phone

You were my friend , my best best friend
Why, Oh why did it have to end?
You made me so happy, so carefree
You made it feel okay for me to be me

It's been almost a year since you moved away
but it feels like it was only yesterday
I remember everything you used to do
It may seem impossible, but it's true

You were the best friend I ever had
Now that you left me, I am beyond sad
I love and I miss you more than you ever knew
You've taught me so much, and I want to say thank you.

Goodbye My Dearest Friend

Goodbye My Dearest Friend

The hardest part of any friendship
is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay,
I know I gotta let you spread your wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget
that I will surely miss you.

So follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.

You say you're my friend !!!

You say you're my friend
But you stab my back
You tell me you're "depressed"
And then you go and cry on my shoulder
When I need your help you turn away
You stab my back
The blood drips down, into a puddle
You spit in my blood and walk away
I sit there bleeding
Until no more blood
And I sit and suffer

Once upon My Friend!!!

Once upon My Friend!!!

We said we would be friends till the end
You said you would always be my friend
You stabbed be in the back
now what we had we can't get back
I see you everyday
but I still feel the need to pray
I miss you more and more
but it can never be like before
I will love you forever
But you will never
I guess you're not the same any more
but what happened to before
Did you ever really care
Did you ever really dare
you thought it was a game
And now its time to end the game.

You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold,
you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.
You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there,
I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care.

You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night,
a new hope, a new dream, a new world
you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.
you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul happy .
I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My Best friend,

You will always be in my heart, Let it be together or apart
We can find our way ,Forever in a day
But what would please me the most, Is to just hold you close
As we sit side by side,And talk about old times
I wish for the day,For you to come my way
As I look in your eyes, I can see your cries
I can feel your hurt, I feel your pain
What could have been is in the past,What can be is in our forecast
Brighter days, Happier times,I can see this is yours and mine
We might not see it now,But our hearts will show us how
Finding you again,Has helped me mend
A heart that was broken,And now it has spoken
For I long for your smile
I can say so much,You are there,I am here
It seems unfair,But one thing I can say
Is our friendship is guiding our way

Until Your Journey Is Done

All the nights we laughed and talked,
Of deepest thoughts and untold truths,
Stay on my mind as I think of you.
Your life has taken a new turn.
Bridges not yet crossed are even burned.
As you treat your path anew,
I sit on your heart as a friend,
Like a whisper kiss of morning's dew.

As I think of your words,
Your thoughts and your voice,
I wanted to tell you to hold you head high,
And set your jaw at a determined level;
For you are deserving of much,
Despite all you may have done.
We have all sinned my friend.
We have all tested,
Then plunged deep into the water,
Of temptations,
Coming forward as wiser people from it.

Ma Heart Thoughts

Sitting here remembering when
I saw the beauty rush out like a might wind
I never saw it before or bothered to notice
But now I see it and on it I am focused.
The gentleness of your voice
The way you make me feel
when I see your lovely smile.
The way you laugh and care for others
Even go beyond the extra mile.
I am focused on that
whether you believe me or not
My heart aches for you
And my stomach is in knots.
Now I had to declare,
The thoughts of my heart.
In hopes that you'd give me,
A place in your heart

When Friends Go Too Far

Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

BECAUSE OF YOU

Because of you
My world is now whole,
Because of you
Love lives in my soul.

Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillar
My stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
And great times of length.

My love for you is pure
Boundless through space and time,
It grows stronger everyday
With the knowledge that you will always be mine

Days without you

I once loved you so much
And for so long.
Why did you leave?
When I did nothing wrong?

I miss you so much day and night
I cannot realize why you are gone.
I just think I treat you right
Now I am again alone.

The days without you are so long
These days - without your kiss and smile
And I don't know what I've done wrong
I have been thinking of this for a while.

A few questions that I need to know -
Why does my heart feel so bad?
Why you could ever hurt me so?
Why can't I get you out of my head?

Now I am standing here alone
With this weight upon my heart.
Wondering why you are gone
Remembering our feelings from the start.

In my mind, I have all my memories in a range -
Each moment spent with you is unforgettable.
However, I cannot realize what made you change
For me this is just un-get-able.

I know I will not pull trough without you by my side
Therefore, honey come to me - do not run and hide.
The only thing I want is to be with you
Please honey - make my wish come true.

Don't you know that you make my days count?
In addition, I am always happy when you are around.
It does not matter what we do.
As long as I am here with YOU.

You Are On My Mind

It makes me happy just being by your side
All those feelings I just cannot hide
You will always be in my heart
Can't bear the pain when were apart.

Nobody is as special as you are to me
Now I hope you are beginning to see
Just how much I care for you
And all my feelings will always be true.

I can't describe how much I care
But when you need me, I will be there
To wipe those tears when you are sad
To make you happy when you are mad.

To Everything There is a Season

To everything there is a season
A time for every purpose under Heaven

A time to be born
and a time to die
A time to plant
and a time to pluck what is planted

A time to kill
and a time to heal
A time to break down
and a time to build up

A time to cast away stones
and a time to gather stones
A time to embrace
and a time to refrain from embracing

A time to gain
and a time to lose
A time to keep
and a time to cast away

A time to tear
and a time to sew
A time to keep silence
and a time to speak

A time of love
and a time of hate
A time of war
and a time of peace

Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8

Once In A Lifetime

Where would I be if I had not met you? I'll tell you where; I would still be lonely looking for that special someone to make me smile again. We found each other at just the right time.

The distance that is between us is only going to make our love stronger and there is less of a chance that we will take each other for granted. The weeks that we are apart, I look forward to the day that we are together. The days that we are together, I am already looking forward to the next time that I get to see your handsome face.

I love you with all of my heart and soul. Everything that I have been through in the past year has only prepared me for you. Your love is true and not to be taken lightly. The love that we share is never-ending and very powerful. If I had met you earlier in my life I know I wouldn't appreciate you as much. I thank God every day I wake up that someone loves me like you do, it is a once in a lifetime thing!

I love you, and the way you make me feel, everyday. The great thing is I know you love me just as much!

u r my blessing

You are a blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel that we were made to love, listen, understand, and work through all times in our lives together and individually. ;)

I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occassions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer.
You are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you!! I love you eternally and unconditionally. God's love has answered this prayer I've wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together.

I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you living so far away from me is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so we can live there forever and spend a lifetime together. I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time and I am just at a lost for words when it comes to you. I just wish that their was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change that about how I feel...I love you.

For My Love

I know there's an ocean between us,
and I wish that it weren't true,
for every day when I arise,
I yearn to be with you.
Though a lot of distance lies between us,
you'll always be in my mind and my heart,
And every night beneath the stars,
I pray for the day we'll never be part.

Every day I will be thinking about you. When my eyes are closed, when I sing and dance to a love song, when I'm checking my email, I will be thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will definitely be thinking about you.

I know someday we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have found you I will never let you go. I love you so much.

LETTER - BROKEN FRDSHIP

Dear Friend,



It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I must say that after all those times we've been apart you're still the one I'm searching for. You see, life has never been the same without you. Every day and every night, I fight this feeling, but try as I might, I can't win. Every morning when the sun goes out to shine, I flash a smile but deep inside, I feel so sad and lonely.

But the sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our frdship. Maybe because you never really loved me at all. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you ... no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.

Tears are the memory we have of each other and yet I lose them every time I cry thinking of you. They say time heals broken hearts but what do they know, they're not in my shoes. We take life for granted and never think of tomorrow, just enjoying today. Life is too short to be alone. All I can say is that I have faith in God ... that he will let me see tomorrow.

I've written this with tears that drips from my heart.
God bless you.

I Hate u

Love is for those who care
hate is for those who hate
friends are those who will be there till the end
parents are those to say never be late
You said you loved me because you cared
but at the same time you said you hated me
as long as your there i will never leave
and we can talk our problems over tea
Some poems are for people to realize
and some are to make you believe
stories are sometimes made up
but some ones love is to make you relieve.

Hatred

Why do u make me mad?
Make me sad?
Make me cry?
Make me wanna die?
You say u love me
then u play games with my heart
and eventually tear it all
you said u would always love me
I thought it was true
but all it was was u being you
I will always love you no matter what
this may be true
even though u always turn me blue.

My best friend "my mom"

A guide in my life
A shoulder for me to cry on
The best support a daughter can have

I thank God everyday
That you are my mom
For He gave you the gift of a mother's love

You give me love even when I don't deserve it
You are always there for me
The best mom a daughter could ever ask for
My best friend "my mom"

My Mom

This is for a special person
Who will always have a special place in my heart
This goes out to mom

Mom
Thanks for being there
I'm happy that you care
And that you love me

Mom
You sacrified so much
Just so I could be here
You're so strong

Mom
You're a beautiful person
Inside and out
I don't ever want you to change

Yeah, you get on my nerves
It happens
But in the end
I know that my mom is watching over me
Smiling and watching over my every move

Mom
I struggle
And I make mistakes
And that's why you're here
To help me

Mom
I'm crying inside as I write this
The love I have for you is so infinite
I can't put it in words

Mom
I love you from the very bottom of my heart
I swear
As long as I have blood rushing through my veins
And as long as I have oxygen in my body
I will always, even beyond that
I will always love you

Thanx mom !

Thank You Mom-for holding me in your loving arms every time I cried. Thank You Mom-for changing my diaper and singing me to sleep. Thank You Mom-for holding my hand as you walked me onto the bus my first day of school. Thank You Mom-for trudging through the snow each winter to watch me perform in the school play. Thank You Mom-for cooking my favorite dinner the night I struck out to end the game. Thank You Mom-for calling to say "I love you" the night I slept over Aunt house. Thank You Mom-for bringing out the lemonade when we played baseball. Thank You Mom-for laughing often. Thank You Mom-for writing me that letter the day I was rejected from college. Thank You Mom-for praying for me before you close your eyes each night. Thank You Mom-for having the strength to give me life, even after God took away my loved ones. Thank You Mom-for saving me some chocolate chip cookies. Thank You Mom-for teaching me to believe in myself. Thank You Mom-for telling me stories about my grandparents. Thank You Mom-for showing me how to help those less fortunate than me. Thank You Mom-for saying "I Love You" every time I see you. Thank You Mom-for bringing a smile to my face every time I think of you.

LIFE is......

Life is full of challenges
Which people do face
Life comes and goes
Just as the season changes
Life is all about time which
Which wait for no one
Life is so beautiful
Which is not appreciated by all
Life is a market place
Where people sell and buy
Life is a journey
Where people travel pass
Life is up and down
Where people struggle
Life is all about you
Life life life life
Ever existing

Life

Life is like the waves it has its ups and downs
Life is like a roller coaster it has its twists and turns
Life is like a sport it just depends on what we play
Life is like a game of poker it just depends on what we are dealt

Life can be given life can be taken
Life can be a curse life can be a blessing
Life can be a pain life can be in sain

Life has its ways life has its days
Life has its love life has its hate
Life has its gentler touch but it has its harder punch

Life brings you your knees when you feel in need
Life brings you a lot of things
but in the end it depends on what we do

DREAM

Where the mountains touch the sky
Where poets DREAM, where eagles fly
A secret place above the crowds
Just beneath marshmallow clouds
Lift your eyes to a snowy peak
And see the soon- to- be we seek
Whisper DREAMS and let them rise

To the mountains old and wise
Climbers climb, it's time to try
Where the mountains touch the sky
Take me there. Oh take me now
Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow
Where the ocean meets the sky
Where mermaid dance and seagulls fly

A place in DREAMS I know so well
The sea inside a single shell
Far across the living sea
A pale blue possibility
Beyond the castles made of sand
Tomorrow in a small child's hand

Only DREAMERS need apply
Where the ocean meets the sky
Take me there. Oh take me now
Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow

Where the forests reach the sky
Men are equal and doves still fly
No thorns of war, a perfect rose
This is where the green grass grows
Out beyond the crystal stream
Like Dr. King I have a DREAM

Imagine such a goal in sight
For red and yellow, black and white
Whisper now, let the DREAM begin
It's time to trust the truth within
This is where we seek and find

A gift in being colorblind
Dream on Dreamers, hopes are high
Where the forests reach the sky
Take me there. Oh take me now
Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow
Now, listen close, the future calls
"Build your bridges and tear down walls! "
For time has taught and so it seems
Realities are born of DREAMS

Rose

A lovely rose with petals soft
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colors shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick.
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain!

LIVE 4 2DAY

Tomorrow smile at someone
That you've never seen before.
Take time to think of others that
You feel compassion for.

Tomorrow tell somebody
How they brighten up your day.
Let random acts of kindness
Put your feelings on display.

Tomorrow hug your friends
Somewhat tighter than before.
Be sure to think of all the things
You can be thankful for.

Pat your dog a little longer.
Hug and kiss your parents
Thank your God for granting you
Another day of life.
Coz only he decide whether u have a Tomorrow
or not!!
So LIVE FOR TODAY BE HAPPY, WEAR A SMILE & MAKE OTHERS HAPPY TOOO

Once My Friend N now ..........

Have You ever loved someone
But knew they didn't care?
Have You ever felt like crying
But Knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever looked into their eyes
And said a little prayer?
Have you ever looked into their hearts
And wished that you were there?

Have you ever felt their heartbeat,
When the lights were turned down low?
Have you ever whispered "God, I love You"
But you'll never let me show?

Love is grand, yet it hurts so much.
The price you pay is high.
If I could choose between Love and Death,
I'd rather choose to die.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
It doesn't pay a dime.
It only causes broken hearts,
Yet it happens all the time.

So do not fall in love, my friend,
You'll hurt before it's through.
I ought to know, my friend -
I fell in love with you.

A Lesson

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."

Remembers

I remembers it all,
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?

I remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy i'd been, but was he really?

I remembers it all,
His arms around me and
He said "I love you," but did he really?

I remembers it all,
The pain i'd felt when he left,
How my heart ached, but was it really?

I remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?

I keep waiting

I keep waiting for the phone to ring
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.

What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?

Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?

I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised!

I pretend that I don't care

Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.

And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.

Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,

And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care.

Wanting

Wanting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.

Faith

I was once told only in dreams
Do dreams come true.
But I'm to tell, here and now,
Your dreams are up to you.
Like "The Rose",
we may pass through life
"Not Understood".
And maybe we won't
make all the friends we should.
But always treasure what you have
and in the mirror what you see,
Then strive to get all you can
and be all that you may be.
On the rocky roads of life,
you must be strong to fall apart.
But, I tell you from my soul to keep
Faith, Hope, and Heart.

I'll stay and take life as it is!

Sometimes I can see myself running.
But what am I running from?
I'm running from life.
It's impossible to get away.
Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes,
And then things would be different.
I just want to be somebody.
I don't know if I can, but I'll try.
I've messed up in my life more then once.
But at least I'm still alive.
But do I want to be?
Yes . . . I do.
People mess up all the time.
It's no reason to just run away.
If you do, your problems will wait for you.
You just gotta move on.
You have to except what you've done.
Just can't sit and feel sorry for yourself.
Life's not that bad.
It's what you make it out to be.
There will be good and bad times.
Sometimes more bad then good.
Either way it's life.
I would never want to change my life.
Even though I've messed up in the past.
I think it made me a stronger person.
So instead of running,
I'll stay and take life as it is!

Shattered

When the lamp is shattered
The light in the dust lies dead
When the cloud is scattered,
The rainbow's glory is shed.
When the lute is broken,
Sweet tones are remembered not;
When the lips have spoken,
Loved accents are soon forgot.
As music and splendour
Survive not the lamp and the lute,
The heart's echoes render
No song when the spirit is mute
No song but sad dirges,
Like the wind through a ruined cell,
Or the mournful surges
That ring the dead seaman's knell.
When hearts have once mingled,
Love first leaves the well-built nest;
The weak one is singled
To endure what it once possessed.
O Love! who bewailest
The frailty of all things here,
Why choose you the frailest
For your cradle, your home, and your bier?
Its passions will rock thee,
As the storms rock the ravens on high;
Bright reason will mock thee,
Like the sun from a wintry sky.
From thy nest every rafter
Will rot, and thine eagle home
Leave thee naked to laughter,
When leaves fall and cold winds come.

Remember

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

Unhappiness

Some nights I stay up late and cry,
Other times I feel as if I could die!
In my life I feel not loved,
I always get kicked around or shoved.
But why should I be happy?
How can I be if I'm treated so crappy?
Every day seems like a battle.
I get thrown around like a baby's rattle.
Sometimes everything can be so scary.
Why can't I just be happy and merry?
For all my faults, I am to blame.
I am the one to take all the shame.

Loneliness

Loneliness is blue like sadness.
It tastes like a sour lime with salt on it.
It smells like rotten food and causes madness.
For fun it likes to do nothing but bad things.
While almost everything makes it angry
Everything makes it sad,
But nothing makes it happy.

Loneliness is smaller than you and me,
But bigger than peoples' minds.
Happiness is its enemy,
But nothing can be its friend.
Loneliness keeps its happy feelings in a secret place.
Its favorite place is in peoples' minds.
But it hates to be anywhere else.
Making people feel bad is its greatest success.
Not cheering people up it is greatest failure.
Loneliness makes me feel as sad as a deserted island.

You wanna know y I luv u ????

Your eyes
which first held me captivated
where I stood.

Your smile
to dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul.

Your voice
like a sparkling mountain stream
which flows into my heart.

Your walk
and the way your gracefulness
takes my breath away.

Your hands
whose caress I crave
to hold my face
in their tenderness.

Your arms
I long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth.

Most of all
everything you are
changed the way I feel about my life.

I love you.

I wAiTeD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wait by the phone everyday
But you never call
I get ready to go somewhere
But you never show up
I tell you important things
But you never listen
I say I love you
But you never answer
I write you mail
But you never respond
I ask if you love me, I ask if you care
But you never pay attention to me.

You make me feel all alone.
You make me feel unloved.
You make me feel like no one cares and no one ever will
How can you do that to someone you are supposed to love?
How can someone so sweet be so cruel?
How can I hate so many things you do but still love you so much?
Those are questions that will go unanswered forever
Because I can ask and ask but you will never respond.

simple hug!!!!!

There's something in a simple hug
That always warms the heart;
It welcomes us back home
And makes it easier to part

A hug's a way to share the joy
And sad times we go through,
Or just a way for friends to say
They like you 'cause you're you

Hugs are meant for anyone
For whom we really care,
From your grandma to your neighbor,
Or a cuddly teddy bear

A hug is an amazing thing -
It's just the perfect way
To show the love we're feeling
But can't find the words to say

It's funny how a little hug
Makes everyone feel good;
In every place and type,
It's always understood

And hugs don't need new equipment,
Special batteries or parts
Just open up your arms
And open up your hearts

What is a hug?

A hug is something special
A hug can give such joy
A hug can bring a little smile
To every girl and boy
A hug can say a thousand words
Without a single spoken one
A hug can put things right again
When everything seems wrong
A hug can be a lovely thing
It doesn't have to contain a touch
A hug can be on paper
The word 'hug' just means so much
So I'm sending you a special hug
Not physical, it's true
But this hug is sent to let you know
I think the world of you

Frozen Love

Frozen Love

I always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.

We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.

In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.

You! This man I began to like.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything i'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.

Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.

My heart bleeds.
The snow becomes red.
How life has mocked you.
Were you ever here? memories gone, dead.

Your like salt on an open wound.
Reminding me you once were here.
Warm like the blood in my veins.
The love I had for you friend , so dear.

In my distorted, broken dreams.
So empty, yet real.
I'm floating through air.
I touch your face, hoping to feel.

This frozen silence belongs to you.
I'm all that you see.
I only want revenge.
Giving back what you gave to me.

When I think of what could have been.
What a waste! Such a shame!

Stone by stone, I'll re-build my life.
I'm stronger when hardest hit.
I know only to well.
This is the time I must never quit.

?

Why...?

Why do I like you
With all my heart?
Why did I fall for you
From the start?

Why do you cause me
So much pain?
Why do you stick to my heart
Like a stain?

Why couldn't I see
You weren't gonna stay?
Why did I believe
You were gonna take the pain away?

Why did you play my heart
Like a game?
Why couldn't you ever
Feel the same?

Why do I sit
In my room all alone?
Why do I pray that
You should not make me cry  ?

Why did you end it
Right after our depart ?
Why didn't it bother you
When you made my eyes tear?

Why cant I stop thinking of you,
Why can't I say goodbye
Why do you come back in my life
As soon as I'm letting go?

Why can't I forget about you
And put you in the past?
Why does a part of me still believe
That me and you were made to be friends forever?

Lost

Lost

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end

Don’t turn tables
Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me
What it is you want

I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in

Tears of Pain!

Tears of Pain!


You were just to blind to see  ,  how much I really cared
You didn't even pay attention  , to when I was really there!

I tried so hard  , to think of things to say
I never wanted to upset you in any kind of way.

I am so sorry if you thought I was never there
I am so sorry that you thought I never cared
I never wanted you to feel that way
I never even knew of what to do or say.

You were my best  best friend
and I had listened to every word you said
but you just wouldn't ever open up to me
always hiding your true feelings.

I never even ignored you
I wanted to always be at your side
I didn't want you hurting yourself
with all the pain you tried to cover up and hide.

So much pressure  , of worrying of what you might do
I cried every night  , asking God to make you strong
because I couldn't bare the thought  , of you also being gone.

So if you think I am selfish
because I tried to ease your pain
I am sorry you looked at it that way
hopefully the truth is what someday you will gain.

I am glad SomeOne is now your best friend
so you don't need to rub it all in my face
because the only thing I ever wanted for you
is for you to be always happy in everything you do.

So when I see you smiling
from all the way down the hall
I will think of how much I miss to hear you talk to me
without any kind of insecurity.

I will remember back on those days
when we used to laugh over nothing
such as the time I spelt that pop on the floor
boy was that really something.

I will remember the times
when we always acted so dumb
I loved those moments
because they were always fun.

Everyday on my way to college
I always thought about seeing you
because you were the highlight of my day
and because you helped me through in every way.

I am sorry you didn't feel the same way
and now here you are saying GOODBYE
well sense you decided it is now our end
I to, will wave my hand painfully back and forth, waving to you back, goodbye!

You hurted me

You hurted me


You broke my heart
It was really hard
You left me here
Left me there
I was Wandering in my own way
Everyone never say "I am here for you"
You came to me ,  saying TRUST ME
you do make it again
And increased my pain
By doing the SAME.....

You're The Reason Why

You're The Reason Why


The things you say don't always hurt me
But things you do don't always make me cry
The things you do they don't always hurt me
But when they hurt me you're the reason why
The things you do are without reason
The things for me to do is let it lie
But when I lie the pain ain't easin'
You know the reason you're the reason why.
Sometime's I'm up sometime's I'm down
Sometime's I don't know where I'm going anyway
Sometimes I feel just like a clown
And I don't know where I'm going
And I just don't know the way ....
I think i will be in peace
If I take " a Long NAP inside the groun(d)"

Hurt Me

Hurt Me


Hurt me
Why in the world did you hurt me?
Just when I thought I'd found someone to trust,
you took away your love and...

Hurt me
I still can't believe you hurt me
Just when I thought it was safe to come in
You let me want you, and need you, and then
You left me, like a child in the rain
Now I'm mending myself of the pain
Oh, you hurt me

Yes, you left me
Like a child in the rain
Now I'm lost in an ocean of pain
Oh, you hurt me
I fell in love and it hurt me
Can't you imagine how I'm feeling now?
Oh, will you ever know how?
You hurt me.

I am leaving

I am leaving



Peer into my mind.
Take control of my essence.
Crush my eyes and make me blind.
Burn my body with your presence.

Times have changed.
New puzzles have been found.
I find my life still so strange.
Disappoint me! You are never around.

I fall to my knee.
I call out your name.
Hold me! Love me.
But this still is only your game.

I am going to leave you now.
No reason left to stay.
Tears cover my brow.
I have tried and I have prayed.

Break me!
Take away my sight.
I do not want to see.
I am tired of the never ending fight.

I must end this.
I can no longer take it.
You, I will not miss.
I cannot take your fits.

You are my pain.
You are my blight.
You make me insane.
You are why we fight.

I leave.
I am going.
This is my reprieve.
My point, I am tired of showing.

Good Bye.
I am gone.
I will cry.
Please my love be strong…

You can't hurt me anymore

You can't hurt me anymore


Your words  , They used to cut so deep
Leaving painful gashes  , On my heart
Now they barely leave a mark
Within days, all trace of them is lost.
You can't hurt me anymore.


Maybe there are some scars
Scars of the past  , Scars of the things you did
That will haunt me forever.
Maybe the harsh words have been said
And the damage has been done.
I'll live with those scars.
You can't hurt me anymore.

I'll look at them  , Those gashes formed by the words you said
And remember
How you used to control me
The things I did
The clothes I wore
The words I spoke
You can't hurt me anymore.

It's not easy to walk away  , Each step I took
Away from you  , Brought the teasing and pain
But I kept on walking
You can't hurt me anymore.

Finally, I've taken off the mask
Of a perfect  ,happy girl.
I'm through with bottling it all inside.
It's time for me to just be myself..

I'm trying to stay above the water

I’m trying to stay above the water,
Even though the stabbing cold of the waves cut me
Even though the force tries to drag me down
Even though letting go now would be so easy
I’m trying to stay above the water

It’s freezing my body, hurting so much
But I know I’ll get used to it after it numbs me.
It’ll still be there cold as ever but I won’t feel it so much.
This part is hardest, getting used to the change
So I try and stay above the water

Kicking hard and breathing calmly, fooling the water
Making it think I’m okay, I can cope with this
Until the boat comes back for me
It would never really leave me for long
I’m so glad I stayed above the water

I MISS U DEAR miss you , it hurts to think of everything we went through I wish you could see my heart I hate that we're apart I cry for your touch Dear, I miss you so much I remember the nights we'd lay there and look at the sky I miss you and I wish i could rewind time and make you mine But theres no way of getting you back And now your just one thing in life that i lack I dont know why things are like this But i just wanted to tell you that its you that i really miss

I want to be with you SH

I want to be with you,but your millions of miles away.
i wish you would call just to ask about my day,it would make things so much better
If i could hear you voice,i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes.
i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies.
its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side.
my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide.
i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face,
they keep going until the hit my pillow case and say that "Dear I Miss You a Lot "... .

You and your miracle

You and your miracle



When you looked at my eyes
You make my heart stop beating

When you come nearer to me
You make me feel so comfortable by your side

When you walked away from my life
I feel something lost from my life

You make me mad
You make me forget how to breathe
You make me can't stop praise you

You give me inspiration
An inspiration to gain my dreams
You give me power and
You give mer spirit

And more than I thought before,
I love you so much

What happen to me?
Something wrong with my life

And now I know..
That's all because of you and your miracle..

Take A Chance

Take A Chance




I'm not the one you long for, that you worship and adore
I'm not the one your heart is crying for
I'm not that pretty sweet young lass that colors all your dreams
I'm not your cute angelic girl next door
I'm not your inspiration, or the object of your poems
I'm not the long-time memory you keep
I'm not the one to hold you so your heart would never roam
I'm not the one you dream of in your sleep

...............................BUT.....................................


I could make you love me if you give me half a chance
I could be an inspiration true
I could write you sonnets that would make your spirit dance
I could give you feelings bright and new
I could make you wonder what you're missing in your life
I could make your wildest dreams come true
I could make you love me if you give me half a chance -
I could be the other half of you.

Inspiration Light

Inspiration Light

Each morning is a blessing
A sunrise that we’ve earned
Another day to live again
Another lesson learned
A time to share a precious smile
A time to touch someone
To accept all that is given
While we reach out to the sun
There’s a world of wonder around us
Embrace its heavenly light
Deep within we find inspiration
A chance to make things right
A breath within a heart beat
A tear within a smile
A step in the right direction
To walk that perfect mile
All the energy within us
And the power that surrounds
The strength of the human spirit
To turn your life around
It is the presence of the moment
And the absence of the past
To take the next step forward
To the good times that will last
To ride the wave that carries us
Through the changing tides of our day
To help us float when we begin to sink
Or whenever we start to stray
May we find the strength
That lives inside to give us inner sight
Basking in the warmth within ourselves
Our inspiration light

Inspiration

When you reach for the stars, you may not quite get them, but you won't come up with a handful of mud either.


Inspiration Can be found
In the smallest of things

A kind gesture
A beautiful sunset
A wonderful piece of lit

A child's laugh
A favorite song
A summer breeze

A person you admire
A friend you love
A man you respect

A dream you have
A dream worth dreaming
A dream come true

If we hold onto it
If we appreciate it
If we embrace it

Inspiration is everywhere