Dear Friend,
It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I must say that after all those times we've been apart you're still the one I'm searching for. You see, life has never been the same without you. Every day and every night, I fight this feeling, but try as I might, I can't win. Every morning when the sun goes out to shine, I flash a smile but deep inside, I feel so sad and lonely.
But the sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our frdship. Maybe because you never really loved me at all. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you ... no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.
Tears are the memory we have of each other and yet I lose them every time I cry thinking of you. They say time heals broken hearts but what do they know, they're not in my shoes. We take life for granted and never think of tomorrow, just enjoying today. Life is too short to be alone. All I can say is that I have faith in God ... that he will let me see tomorrow.
I've written this with tears that drips from my heart.
God bless you.
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